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Friday, April 06, 2007 @Friday, April 06, 2007

first i wnane rite about a good news for me!! im able to go CHC de easter service le... my dad finally agree after my several attempts of asking... im kinda of glad that i didnt stop after my first try... and i finally noe de real reason why he dun like me to go church le... becuz of my cousin hu went crazy after attending church.. but. that is wad they thinkk.. there mus b other reasons tt led to her mental illness. but anyway im not realli affected by that. hahas...

2ndly.

i went ah ma house todae.. and on our trip back... there is one crazy ah pek hu "bang" into my dad lorry for 3 times and making stupid sound like ai-yo-eh-ah. first time i tot it is a accident.. so i didnt react to tt. den he did it delibrately for de second time.. so i diao-ed him and took out my phone... for the third time.. i 火大 le.. therefore i press 999 into my phone and act as if i wanne call.. den he replied.. "wa call ppl le wor" in chinese.... im like freaking pissed now.. and i key in my dad no.. but thinking of wad might happen next.. which is my dad is getting out of de car and bash him up.. i decided not to do so... instead, i memorise his freaking no.plate.. FW 8906D.. den he said.."what did you sae, i cannot hear you" in chinese.this make me super super super super super pissed off with that son of de bitch[i didnt mean to b so mean la.. but i seriously cannot stand this kinda person.]...den de traffic light changed colour and my dad drive on... so i shouted....“你很幼稚,死老头"... but he still was behind us.. so i took out my fone again and wanted to call again.. den he drive off to another lane...seriousli lor.. if you wanne hao lian infront of his gf. den open your dam eyes big big and look for other targets.. u seriously picked de wrong family to target on...

after he left my sis, ping and me talk about de consequeces he will get if he dare to continue... my dad sae.. he will "brake" suddenly and make him fly out of his motor or release de black smoke onto his bike... den my sis is going to suan him with ang moh words like a lawyer.. den ping and translate into chinese if he cannot get it. if he is still so dumb to de extend tt he cannot even understand chinese. im going to tell him in de most suitable language he ever know...tmd. if he wanne play den dun so fast go la. freak.

♥ doesnt meant to. jus cant seems to.not suppposed to. hopin to.

Thursday, April 05, 2007 @Thursday, April 05, 2007

tmr is "GOOD FRIDAY" therefore we got a holiday....
so... tmr went to watch "SUNSHINE" with gla ck robert kenneth qiaofeng vincent...[weird rite.. i nvr watch movie with them before..hahas] okay la.. de movie la so-so except tt ish quite gross.
after tt i come home and do my usual routine... that is sleep!! until 8 plus and watch fei lun hai in [genius gogogo!] yan ya lun so li hai!! but cheng yiru is de winner. hahas shuai!


o ya.... mr leong like rock lah.. de most flexible teacher on earth... we are realli lucky to have him as a teacher.. even though he is a weird person thou. hahas

i wanne go easter service.. but i heven got de chance to ask my dad.. he like so late den come honme la... how to ask.. hope he faster come back...peifen sae she gonna get me a bible. :D

♥ doesnt meant to. jus cant seems to.not suppposed to. hopin to.

Wednesday, April 04, 2007 @Wednesday, April 04, 2007

no 57 pasir ris secondary school

GOLD WITH HONOURS

:D... seriousli speaking.. i havent been so proud of sch for a very very long time............... and todae.... we pasir ris co made our sch realli realli proud.. for being de first neighbourhood sch with gold with honours.

like wow!! no words can describe de feeling man... we cried and cried.. not becuz we are sad.. we shed tears for able to accomplish something that not all people can do.... we shed tears becuz we are able to stand out against others becuz

we are..

PASIR RIS SECONDARY SCHOOL CHINESE ORCHESTRA..

im realli proud to be in de team la....

and thank God for answering to our prayers.

♥ doesnt meant to. jus cant seems to.not suppposed to. hopin to.

Tuesday, April 03, 2007 @Tuesday, April 03, 2007

i wish for a bible now...

♥ doesnt meant to. jus cant seems to.not suppposed to. hopin to.

Friday, February 09, 2007 @Friday, February 09, 2007

sians todae release of o lvl results... kaos de result not bad lors.... so scary.... but its kinda good that we are able to see wad happening todae.. get somekinda motivated....if i am half as good as them can lers....

my palm hurts like $#$%&$ now..... tmr play ruan.. i think my hand will rot there larhs... both palms also kana.... suans lers la.. kan kai le... fan zheng after 0 den i wun haf this kinda pain any more.

♥ doesnt meant to. jus cant seems to.not suppposed to. hopin to.

Sunday, February 04, 2007 @Sunday, February 04, 2007

When things go wrong as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill.
When the funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh.
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest if you must, but don't you quit

.
Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As everyone of us sometimes learns.
And many a fellow turns about,
When he might have won had he stuck it out.
Don't give up though the pace seems slow,
You may succeed with another blow.

Often the goal is nearer than
It seems to a faint and faltering man.
Often the struggler has given up,
When he might have captured the victor's cup.
And he learned too late when the night came down,
How close he was to the golden crown.

Success is failure turned inside out,
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt.
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems afar.
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit,
It's when things seem worst that you mustn't quit.

♥ doesnt meant to. jus cant seems to.not suppposed to. hopin to.

@Sunday, February 04, 2007

i nid some help in my studies. shucks

♥ doesnt meant to. jus cant seems to.not suppposed to. hopin to.

@Sunday, February 04, 2007

my wish for this year birthdae:
9.23.9.19.8.20.8.1.20.8.5.23.9.12.12.16.5.9.13.5.15.14.13.25.2.9.18.20.8.4.1.25..
9.19.9.20.20.8.1.20.4.9.6.6.9.3.21.12.20...

♥ doesnt meant to. jus cant seems to.not suppposed to. hopin to.

Thursday, January 18, 2007 @Thursday, January 18, 2007

hais... quite long nvr blog bout me lers.. this few daes de sch still not bad larhs... but wu xing zhong.... stress lvl getting higher and higher..... especially my art and sciences. the rest i believe i can still catch up.im like supposed to hand in the draft tmr larhs.. but my head ish totally cut off from art related stuff.. i realli feel like dropping art and concentrate on others for O.my chinese and poa is something im realli proud of in the past..PAST.... but now... hais i dunno ish i slack le or wad.....i realli wanne do well... but somehow i feel that i lack de motivation... MOTIVATION...now den i realised something.. my poa result not bad ish bcuz de teacher haven cover de complicated topic last year... and SHE left us.. like ants over de hot wok... now de new teacher veh diff to teach lors... xing ku her ler....my chinese.. i admit since last year i can sae i didnt pay attention in class... mayb im over confident that my chinese wun drop.. but todae i take back my work... im shock larhs.... de score ish like shit. cuz tt dae anyhow do.. but i jus dun like my worksheet to have de shitty results.... so i crashed de paper and threw it away................den science... im realli trying veh hard to listen in class lors... and not falling aslp.... i even call ah gla to pinch me...............its a bit extreme for me le bahs... last time de me wun like tt de lors...........so conclusion... i slacken.....SLACK during de most impt part of sec sch...i dun believe that sec 3 ish de most impt year last year.... but now... i believed.......and a lil regret........i realli pei fu lampard lor.. even thou he learn to b self descipline de hard way.. but now he getting de good results.... he didnt even stop to slack now lors...... he ish de top 20% of de batch...but he is willling to go PUMP programme himself.... kowtow to him can!

can someone help me... i dun wanne to fall any further... i wanne to improve...... de one above.... pls help me.!

♥ doesnt meant to. jus cant seems to.not suppposed to. hopin to.

& PROFILE

[jun]
leaving on 15~16
12021991

.i dun luv da way it is
but i dun hate it either.


wishies
him to b happy
to :bernard ; smile always
newbie bag
new clothes
beta results
tu be a beta person
improve my ruan de skills
<3 co even more
new shoes
to sing!
a album of my own!
tank's album
a camera
a mp4
go k box
haf lots of money!!
haf a job
nan quan ma ma album
jay chou newest album!
most impt of all!
.i wish all my

fwens
dar
kors meis jiex dix
lao pos yue mu
daddies and mommies
to be happy always.

i m jus greedy ;p

lurves <3
Chinese Orchestra
5566 [zax]
nan quan
fahrenheit.fei lun hai
听妈妈的话.jay song.

hates
.to b alone when i dun wan to.
. .unhappiness


Before I grew up I saw you on a cloud I could bless myself in your name and patch you on my wings "Life is hard and so is love, child, believe in all these things"

& CHANNELS OF LOVE

.Ck.
.ReNa.
.Gladys.
.Eugene.
.SiHan.
.HuiRong.
.KeYang.
.Sharon.
.PRSS chinese orchestra.
.WeiJian.
.Audrina.
.QianHui
.ZhiHui
.omg
.YuHeng.
.ah sun.
.hamizah.
.piing.
.cass.
.jessica.
.mr eric kua.
.felix.
.qian hui.
.sheir.
.xiiao ber.
.tingyu aka stop rain.

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