Wednesday, October 25, 2006 @Wednesday, October 25, 2006
todae went pulau ubin.. quite fun larhs.... cuz my group de ppl veh li hai.. hahas.. even though didnt get first but we haf fun and a lot of mosquitoes bites... the most diff task to do ish the break the toopid coconut... hai kp and jj injured their fingers.. the rest nvr injure bahs.. they all insert a stone into the coconut den cannot take out.. in de end found a veh BIG BIG BIG rock behind us.. like wth lor.. we mus b blind not to see it in the first place larh. den we went to guess the spice for the dishes , blow bubbles, pick up leaves, guess the name of the gods and den i forget le...after tt thing, gla not feeling well so she went home. i pei her go flag cab den go back to mph. den crap crap crap and went home lors.
now at home lers. super slpy....i left $1 to spent this week so i ate maggie at home... AND i shao dao wo de shuo zi..so ke lian rite... guess im not paying attention bahs
den heard something todae... feeling super bad cuz somehow i feel that ish our fault for letting u feel left out. its not the first time like tt de larhs.. but we jus realli dunno wad to do marhs.. y dun u jus tell us directly wad u wanted actually and not telling urself its only ur fault.. the fwenship is not urs onli u noe.. so its not only ur fault... seriously larh.. i think if u sae every thing out.. about how u feel or wad u wanted or wadeva.. all this things can be prevented.. we could still b happy and able to play together.. and not spoiling mood or something... its not all ur fault larhs.. so dun b so pessimistic can... no one deserve to b alone de lor... cuz u are not the only one whu will feel the feeling of being pang seh... ish how u decide the situation to b.. hope u will see this and decide wad u realli wan... b alone;not wanting us to settle this or settle this problem and b a great fwens again.. mayb we are realli not suitable to b ur fwens.. u can jus tell us de lors.. like we will mind tt u haf a new group of fwen like tt.. jus think bout it bahs.
i also felt to neglected but do u really noe.?i dunno ish i think too much or wad.. but this feeling totally sucks..ifeel like im in the darkness and i jus cannot find u.
♥ doesnt meant to. jus cant seems to.not suppposed to. hopin to.